6 years and counting...........

b,I cannot believe u actually posted what i msg u ah b.Thanks b.Thanks for allowing strangers a sneak preview of what kind of person I really am.Potraying myself as someone who does not give a s*** when it comes to relationship is obviously failing.yup.we lasted this long.Kudos gerl B and A.Till now I still cannot believe thats what we call each other when ego just stood rooted on the ground,refusing to budge.What a world of difference between u and me.Polar opposites.U know why Im still here b?Yes,our views may differ but our objectives point to the same direction,if not,close.I still have the thesaurus we first boght together for myself coz of what I would label as 1 of the hilarious reason 1 could ever come up with."B,i dont really understand MOST of the few bombastic words u use and so Im buying myself a dictionary"haha.Inevitable.I realised then how significant it is to be able to convey your message across,and feel even more confident than you ever will be.I mean its not that its super perfect ,but at the very least,Its way better than my entire tertiary years combined.Hahaha.Yup.thats how bad it was.In retrospect,I admire us for having gone through what we have been through.Procrastination has been totally ommited from my memory.I mean,yah,at times but it has reasonably minimised.Never have I thought We could have gone this far.Its not that I dont trust u b.Its just me.Im afraid of screwing up.But knowing u'll be there every step along the way somehow spurred me on to go beyond my abilities,abilities that I never thought existed.Books?Novels?these were foreign to me but guess what,u got me hooked on "kite Runner" ah b.I would have died of boredom reading Enid Blyton(not sure whether I got the author's name right),what more Khaled Hosseini.Quality supercedes Quantity.Hmmm.........Finally,Those three words are starting to fall in the right places...b,how?leh jadi author tak?