ok.........here goes.....

1)I realised the importance of education a bit too late.I would say, its during my NS when I felt a sudden force landed smack right onto my face.A sign for me to get my life back on track.

2)I believe in progression.I resent stagnation.Regardless of how tiny the effort might be,make it count.Latest progression-Bought a laptop.then internet then online resumes.........see?tiny,insignificant actions=A new me.

3)Back then,when I was working in starbucks,I never thought this woman that I'm with would actually agree to go out with me.She was way out of my league.I still think so.haha

4)My room is like a pig sty.or should i say a pig sty is like my room..haha.Im not complaining.

5)I try really hard to make an impression when it comes to my gf's father whom I refer to as the general(he somehow reminds me of those high ranking officers who never fail to make me change course just to avoid unnecessary complications) coz we seldom talk and the only genuine conversations I had with the general is when I got his daughter into an accident and when I crashed his 2.4,super huge,damn comfy camry....haha.so much for making an impression.haha

6)I am beginning to feel the heat of saving up for a wedding....swear.(however,I am still on course though)

7)I am suffering from periodic limb movement disorder.(PLMD)Its when u make sudden jerking movements when u are sleeping.I do.........though its only my assumption.

8)I love stationery and I can easily splurge 20,30 bucks at popular for something I don't really need.(the spending escalates when shes not around)

9)I know I cant sing but I do it coz somehow deep down,I think it sounds more or less pleasant.I pray that SHE shares the same sentiments but her honest comments really hurt my feelings.....haha......tak tau malu......(I get the words jumbled up and I dont really care)I attribute this to my philosophy-when u are confident,the battle is half won.

10)PUNCTUALITY.I hate it when SHEs late.But she really doesn't care.Does she?

11)I would never have bothered to take my driving licence if she had not pestered me to do so..she'll go..if u ade lesen kan bagus.boleh use my father nye 2nd car........and trust me,its like a non stop template.(b,u are the god of directions but pls k b........when it comes to driving intuition,I'm the boss k b)

12)my current bed sheet, believe or not, is Barney.My mum was the culprit.

13)I am particularly anal when it comes to washing my own clothes.Coz I hate it when they go missing.So I wash them myself every day.haha.....its worth it.

14)I would consider the thesaurus I bought 5 years ago when I met her, a cheap yet fruitful investment.

15)We don't celebrate Valentines Day and my reason would be..........-b,everyday is like a valentines day with u b....-haha

16)I don't mind spending on her but I'll contemplate spending the same amount on myself.

17)I am close to 4 mths smoke free.yay....Though I still have this habit of stashing aside money mthly for my then smoking habit.I bought my laptop using the stashed cash...cool huh....

18)I believe in exploring vices but theres 1 that I dare not indulge myself in,tattooing.

19)The tongue piercing I got was coz some1 told me Ill make a good kisser.......haha.Till now.I'm not sure whether its true.

20)I used to wear my pants super high till secondary 3 when It felt out of place.

21)I took pure chemistry In secondary school just becoz I thought the teacher was hot.

22)I talk nonsense just when I'm about to fall asleep.

23)I hope to own a car,HONDA CIVIC Type R when I'm 27.

24)I am training my arowana silver to be a commando as he/she has gone 3 days without Food.

25)Truth is,I love Nadiah Bte Mis'Ari for everything that she have done,did,will be doing for ............5 years and counting.....She pushes all the right buttons...Hope it stays in present tense....

Insomnia.........0300hrs....

B,I have never been someone who is strong mentally despite what Ive been through.Confession,when I got retrenched,I was devastated.What kept me, or shall I say who kept me going was u b.I mean,seriously,get it over and done with lah.But thats just me ah b.I find it extremely difficult to let go of stuff that u can, within a heartbeat.Truth is,at times I admire,envy u for your strong character.Mentally?without a doubt.Physically?yeah right?(u nie lembik ah b)I know I can be difficult at times especially now that Im unemployed.See what I mean.haha.....Future seems bleak for future job seekers.Or is it just me?haha......5 days and counting......Hmm...at least 3 weeks on average till they get back to me if im shortlisted,2 weeks for hr to process.so, that will take about 1 mth to be realistic.B,you'll be ok.The swelling eye will subside provided u take the medicine given to u k b.Though I must admit,it looked pretty bad.Anyway that vain attempt of trying to somehow cover the temporary defect on part of your face was innovative yet lame.haha......And u r not a doctor.I, can self medicate coz it works for me.Not u k b.Not now at least.In 2 days time if there is still no progress then ill take u to the doctor myself.........we'll see how it goes k b.

Light At The End Of The Tunnel?

Yup...Everyday seems like a routine.Resumes after resumes.Met my target 2day.Sweetie commented on my English....hmm...Lets see.The last time i blogged was like approximately 1 year ago(i malas ah b nak check spelling) when I was then working as a CCPE.I was too free then I guess.Anyway b, your command of English way surpasses mine in every aspect.Not even comparable k b.So "Jgn compare".haha.......Thought of checking BCA website but was to preoccupied with sending out resumes.Trust me,its not easy especially, for some1 like me.At the moment,ill just hope and pray that ill get a job soon coz im dreading every moment.B,nk gi holiday?

Resumes,resumes,tonnes of resumes

I didnt expect it would be this tiring to send out resumes after resumes.I am determined to send out at least 3 resumes a day.So far mission accomplished.IPPT is like a month away.Any1 who have seen me recently will tell you i am nowhere near ready.........haha.And so 1 event leads to another.Wedding plans is on hold.Sorry baby.The economy is really bad.I wonder what gonna happen in future.The only consolation i get is, the earlier I get retrenched,the more jobs there are out there......haha.What rubbish.Some part of me wishing it was true.B,you are good ah b with computers but like what I always say,have been saying.will always say,-The goalkeeper is good because you make the goalkeeper look good-haha......Coz I really suck ah when it comes to computers.I know it doesn't take one to be IT savvy to know what you know b but its me......God is fair i guess coz in a while im blogging bout me,you,hp,singtel.........Does it ring a bell b?haha.farnie

I just came out from the cave.........Resurrection...

As requested b.And yes its about time.I just bought myself a cheap,hopefully reliable lappie.Its a RETRENCHMENT gift for myself.And yes you heard it right.I just got retrenched.Apparently their retrenchment policy is to axe newcomers.So here I am,25 years of age,jobless.I'm hoping to land myself a job in 3 to 4 mths time.I hope its a realistic enough goal.Im just disappointed its not based on performance.......haha.Im sure if its based on that,Ill stand a better chance.(like real)Received my severance pay of about $$$$.And guess what?Im like 10 days away from a year of service ah........haiy.But I must agree ah.Its good money while it lasted.............