why does it bother me anyway...........

Confession........If I were your friend...I would have no qualms about going up to your father for a job.But i'm not.I mean obviously there is a certain expectation from me.I certainly dont want to be that person who quits even before trying.And I guess outsider's perception of me does matter....... a lot in fact....haha...12K b...remember?And he didnt even utter a word of disappointment.....I mean I would.Coz its not $12 b..$12k.I am forever indebted.....I hope a few more years of chauffering your mum and you will make up for the damage...I hope...haha.....Just kidding b..Honestly,I dont mind driving a camry b....Who doesnt...12k?What was i thinking bodoh.....(and I can hear u thinking,he wasnt obviously in your head......swear)Me and the general had a decent conversation recently...hmm..It went well except for the fact that he kept turning his head everywhere else except my direction and so,on many occassions I was like huh?.......damn hilarious...haha...