Insomnia.........0300hrs....

B,I have never been someone who is strong mentally despite what Ive been through.Confession,when I got retrenched,I was devastated.What kept me, or shall I say who kept me going was u b.I mean,seriously,get it over and done with lah.But thats just me ah b.I find it extremely difficult to let go of stuff that u can, within a heartbeat.Truth is,at times I admire,envy u for your strong character.Mentally?without a doubt.Physically?yeah right?(u nie lembik ah b)I know I can be difficult at times especially now that Im unemployed.See what I mean.haha.....Future seems bleak for future job seekers.Or is it just me?haha......5 days and counting......Hmm...at least 3 weeks on average till they get back to me if im shortlisted,2 weeks for hr to process.so, that will take about 1 mth to be realistic.B,you'll be ok.The swelling eye will subside provided u take the medicine given to u k b.Though I must admit,it looked pretty bad.Anyway that vain attempt of trying to somehow cover the temporary defect on part of your face was innovative yet lame.haha......And u r not a doctor.I, can self medicate coz it works for me.Not u k b.Not now at least.In 2 days time if there is still no progress then ill take u to the doctor myself.........we'll see how it goes k b.