Tough Decision

I did it.I tendered my resignation today.Just when i was on the verge of giving up,hope came.Both came at the same time but ultimately I can choose only one.My VP is going to write me a testimonial/referral to MOE to grant me an interview coz honestly,if its base on my grades,it will take decades.Concurrently,I was offered a post an engineer assistant.I chose the latter.

Scenario 1-Decline the engineer assistant offer,go for the interview and pray that you'll get.If you get it.Good for you.Kudos.

Scenario 2-Accept the engineer assistant offer,forego the interview.Apply for NIE a few years down the road if I feel that I still want it.

Scenario 3-Decline the engineer assistant offer,go for the interview and pray that you'll get.If you dont,thats it for you.Another job offer will come way later.I mean not everyday is sunday right?(high risk)

I chose the win win situation.Scenario 2.I mean I love teaching but I just want to be sure that its something I would want to do on a daily basis.Conistent throughout till i'm like 50.

Stonning..............

hmm.when was my last entry.Couldn't remember.and yes,I pampered myself with a new bicycle.I asked,(baby,i nak beli yang $199 nye cicycle bleh?Please.Mcm investment ah u.bleh?)And sweetie's reply was(jgn nak merepek.u professional eh u.nak beli mahal2.)haha.I swear that was farnie.and you know what?I actually obliged coz MOST OF THE TIME she's always right.haha.We planned to get engaged 2 years down the road before we get married.hmm.most probably mid next year.See how.I was the one who iniated coz I feel it should be progressive.I mean we dont need to get engaged to tell others that we plan to end up together.We know and we believe and most importantly WE WANT TO END UP TOGETHER.Its more of a formality and also spare a thought for the more conservative,older generation.I mean I do want to get engage of course.To stop the "aunties" and "uncles" from both sides asking....biler pulak.Like I mention earlier,I want it to be progressive.At least others know that we are moving on to something greater and im serious about us being together.but if u nak get engage soon,this coming march pun bleh baby?how?But I guess its too early coz i thought nak engage 2 years then get married so the best time would be mid next year.bleh baby?like what orang melayu always cakap.Kita hanya merancang,Tuhan menentukan.